Saturday, April 25, 2009

What a pretty day!

Well, Im all recovered from my sickness and feeling much better. The weather today was sooo pretty. It made me wish summer would hurry up and get here. I cant wait to take a vacation. I just cant decide where I wanna go. I really want to go on a cruise but Mark refuses to get back on a boat because he was in the Navy for 5 years or something like that. Maybe if I book it he'll go. He doesnt like to waste money. Ha ha. If anyone has any other really great vacay ideas i wanna hear them. I wanna go somewhere that Ive never been before, somewhere warm and pretty. Being outside in the sunshine this weekend made me crave the beach.
This weekend has been very low key. We did some work on the house today and then had a movie night. How married do I sound?? I tried to bug Mark about getting married today and he told me to shut it. He says if I talk about it all the time then it wont be a surprise when he asks me... whatever. lol.
My new addiction is Twitter. If you dont already have one, get one. Its really fun to follow celebs and see what they do on a daily basis. Heidi and Spencer got married today in case you hadn't heard. Heidi was so excited. (talkin like i know her) She said it was the best day of her life. I give it a year... sorry but they break up like once a month. And see... i wouldnt know all of this without my Twitter. Im tellin ya, its gonna catch on like myspace and facebook, just wait.
Im off to bed now. Im really going to try and wake up in time for church tomorrow. I have been slackin lately. Sweet dreams yall!!

xo,
Althea

Thursday, April 23, 2009

Sick at home and trying to entertain myself

I know it has been forever since I posted anything on here. I am at home sick and bored so this is what I chose to do. Mark just sent me a text to cheer me up. He can be so sweet sometimes... sometimes. :) He can also be really gross and inappropriate. lol. It seems like lately he's been more inappropriate than sweet. Sometimes I feel like we have been married for years. He doesnt like it when I say the "M" word. He says he's going to ask me eventually (by the end of this year) and he wants it to be a surprise. I havent brought it up in a while because it usually starts a fight. I dont know why I feel the need to bring it up. We havent even made it to a year yet. I guess I never wanted to get married before when I dated all of those other losers so when it hit me with him I just couldnt let it go. If you know me at all you know that it is not easy for me to commit to someone. I have never taken a relationship seriously before Mark. The problem is, Mark didnt know me before we started dating so he doesnt see that a HUGE differencc he has made in me. I guess time will tell. Just so yall know... if I dont have a ring on my finger by December this will be a very different post.... with more cuss words. :P
Anyways, new subject. I have been soul searching a lot lately. I want to do something amazing with my life and I cant figure out what that is. I know that I am not cut out for a boring 9 to 5. I see all of these people going out and living their dreams and I just dont see why I cant do it too. The problem is, I have no idea what my dream is. I need to go back to school. I just dont know what for. lol. Yeah, I know, Im a mess. I do know that when I have kids I want to be a full time mom until they go to school. I just think kids are better off when they are raised by their parents instead of daycare. I want to be there for all of the firsts. But anyways... thats a while away. (see first paragraph HA!)
So this is what is on my mind this morning. I will try to keep up with this thing and write more often.

xo,
Althea